2day is an unlucky day...I when 2 work than a guy from india ones a cup of coffe so i poured 4 him than my friend kanna complain by tht fcuking indian guy...He said the the cup is dirty...fucking ch** by* where the cup got dirty,my india partner ask me,i say the cup i took was from the kitchen...My partner was scolding n scolding n scolding like his own hse...
Everything when fine but alot of the ppl in my work plc complain abt rich indian even my manger who is oso an indian...While having our lunch...than my ex gf sms me saying tht she will b late...Another sms from her saying she will b there in 2min time so i rush 2 the toilet...2 have my nature call so i pass my hp 2 dex...she called so dex pick up the phone...after dex hang down the phone dex say she reach le so...i say let's go...
Reach there le...she called me again asking me where m i...i told her i reach le...@ last she found me...I dunno wat kinda expression shld i have so i jus act gracefully like nothing happen...The most angry part,i jus pointing out her acnes she immediatly dodge me...I was like wth i jus pointing why ur reaction so big...i was so damn piss off...i pretend not 2 show...come on la...i jus wanting 2 point out saying ur acnes has gone smaller...
dun need 2 give me so BIG reaction like i m going 2 touch u...Come on we both broke up le...u shld know me well too not onli ur tht someone...i jus can't believe it...Why u treat me like a stranger...u say we r good friend...ya like real can't even trust me in this small little thing than next time how???Dex was oso asking me y her reaction so big...i was so angry i told him...DUNNO LA...Dex reply mayb tht someone is ard tht y she dun like u get close to her...i reply mayb la,can u dun talk abt this anymore i m really hurt right now...i thot every single thing will b alright jus becuz of this TRUST...i feel damn hurt,some more in addition 2 tht someone else n our relationship...i feel more hurt...
let me tell u the meaning of my song in my blog...the title is ghost of u...the main part is NEVER COMING HOME...i m already stand firm but becuz of the trust u gave 2 me...i felt so little...we r once bgr,once a friend but we r still good friend i dun wan this 2 end... so a bro in christ i hope u think through have 2 give enough trust 2 everyone else...
2day was a day tht i dun wanna remember why,why,why n more WHY...God if this is gonna b this way let it b...i will fight for this sickening life n relationship tht i been through...
No mood...i myself oso dunno y mayb is becuz of tht someone else tht y i feel damn bloody hurt or else i think i can let u go easily...