well 1st off,i got 3days mc because i fallen sick again...man...quit smoking really kills my immune system...last time can carry 150kg now 50kg oso cannot...wat wrong with me???m i going through tough time with so much in my mind???or is it just me trying to make excuses to smoke...we have just 1 life...live to the fullest,but trying make urself to die early doesn't make sense,right???no matter what i still believe my parents,my friend julie,salina n my buddy quitting together with me nick n xian...we believe we can live our life full of thrill and excitment without touching things that will kill us...
many day and months i have been thinking what is love,is love a suffer or happiness...it takes a long time just to forget about her,it makes me suffer even though i m the guy who make that decision...do i have a choice???NO i don't...plus i went to date a few gals after i broke up...the feeling i been through is diff,i felt refresh is it i have change my persepective or respective for gals or is this call happiness...alot of friend ask me to stop harping but the memories is still there...i finally understood wat is love...but isn't it too late???she is off with another guy tht she like when i was with her already,can u believe it...arghhh...anyway if i have a chance with another gal tht like me i will shower my stars of love on her...i promise...haha
meditation for everyone today...
if there is a word called love...wat is the thing tht u wanna protect n shower with love???