yesterday(21/11/05) was my dear n me 1st week together,i was scare cuz i afraid she dun like the necklace...i was having cold sweat when she was opening the present in the bus...
finally she saw n she never say anything bad abt the necklace i was so happy...haha cuz this is the 2st time i took so long n thing wat 2 buy...i dunno y but i really wan her 2 b my side always...haiZ...hope God really ans my 3 Q in my relationship...i hope God will change her's mom mind set...2 allow her 2 have relationship @ her age n oso she i dun wanna c her sad...
If God wanna me 2 give up anything 4 this 3 Q i will...i really really like her n no matter wat i wanna c her happy forever...i really wan her 2 put her head on my shoulder so she can rest on me after the whole of work @ her work plc(confidential)...i jus can't find any suitable job...haha
really hate myself cuz i really dunno how 2 cherish every1....so this time i will learn how 2 cherish her no matter wat it take cuz if this is meant 2 be it is meant 2 be...Hope God Bless us again once more...
Ook lets get down on y i m so happy...b4 it was fri i really can't wait...i was hoping tht the days to come will go faster...cuz i can't wait 2 c her n chat with her but we didn't talk very long on fri but it was an enjoyable time...@ least i still saw her...in my eyes...
than i when out with her on sat...haha i was nervous 2 c wat she was wearing...when i saw her,i was WOW...is tht she....haha...we when quite a few plcs...1st stop we when to far east plaza...we have our lunch @ takshimaya...she ate combo A(1) from a jap food store...haha u know,i know than we when to cold storage to get drinks she got herself soya bean n i got myself green tea after we ate finish we walk 2 heeren...look n walk ard...we than when to 7/11 haha i fall down while walking out of the store...SOBSOB cuz i was talking abt M&M...haha
we was walking ard robinson point @ tht moment than after we finish walking there...we walk 2 plaza singapura...than 1st we reach there we walk to carrefour...i saw my former trolley boys,i when 2 greet them than i carry on walking with her to carrefour 2 get some drinks but bcuz the drinks not much choices to choose so we when 2 7/11 Again...haha...we got ourself coke cola but mine with added flavor tht is LIMe....EEE YUCkS haha...jkjk...if i say bad thing abt it lata cola coka company sue me lol....
anyway i brought she c my creative design @ the carpark which...i need 2 held fully responsible...after tht we went 2 the 6th lvl walk ard the comic connection...after tht we went 2 spotlight,haha luckily never kanna caught by the staff in there...for being mischevious lol...(not true we r innocent) than we slowly walk down again...we when 2 carrfour 2 get her's mom items,let me tell u i tot i was in Hk cuz i smell until Hk leg haha(nearly fainted)...than we walk walk here n there than suddenly 2 walk into fila...wahahaha 2 prove i not gay...muahahaha u shld oso know i meant ah...anyway than we slowly walk back 2 orchard mrt...i sent her home(very happy) than i slowly walk 2 the mrt...i can tell u haha i walk 1 big round...is ok haha i manage 2 c some ppl gaying ard...haha i never join them cuz i NO GAY...wahahaha
while going home i can tell u i was totally squash by 2 indian sumo wrestler bigger size than me...imagine i so stink n smell like a scum...they still can tahan my smell haha...i hope they didn't faint
or else i m fully responsible 4 their life...haha
anyway i hope tht sat was forever...i love going out with her...i felt tht i m willing 2 say those dirty n lame jokes...i wish she could wack me more...lol...(siao person than will say like tht)i jus pray tht God is the 1 who plan this relationship...n we shld praise Him 2 the end of our life...Amen
haiZ...2day out of nowhere i decided 2 read straits time...i came a cross with this page called home...while reading i found tht it was my pri sch mate...i though he got an award or something but NO...it wasn't is abt his death n it was a shock 2 me again...cuz i have 2 friend tht when 2 somewhere far far away...
i dunno whether 2 cry or b happy...cuz his my friend,we chiong food,play hide n seek @ parkway parade until sercurity come n scold us...it was 1 of my happy moment with them...they even taught me how 2 roller skate...i taught how fight...haiZ wat a happy days...
their guys is my rugby vice-captain which oso same class as me in sec,we used tackle other opponents until siao we oso play in the toliet it was fun those day...
i rememeber i quit rugby when i was sec1 becuz i dun like the seniors attitude where once they lost the match they blame on us scold us n even pushing as around but he came n told me fu*k care them so wat we lost???is becuz we lack of teamwork n lack of daring ppl who have a motivation 2 tackle...he told me u r the 1 tht rugby need y quit show them power show them ur strength n show them we jr. aren't weak i was shock when i heard all this thing from his mouth...
so i admire him cuz he is nice but he died out of sudden which is near our N lvl...i was crying non-stop n praying tht he will b fine...can never 4get his look his courage 2 endure the competition 2 last of our sec life...now lost 2pals...wish i could die n b with them once again...so treasure n life...so how 2 feel or ur love 2 someone tht is important 2 u...y i say this is becuz i felt guilty when i never say how much they encourage or love me n never lose hope on me...