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name: benjamin ng
gender: male
age: 22 this yr
occupation: full-time gentle driver...lol...
love:animals,making lame jokes,team SUMO,love ppl who love me
hate:backstabber,boot licker,ppl tht dislike me for who i m

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*Sunday, February 19, 2006

hmm...

YoyO...haha can anyone help me in this???i m trying 2 hold up this habit of saying YA....When i was young i love saying it until now...My dad last time scolded me from saying cuz he felt is kinda of rude by saying it...i tried many way even my dear helping me to stop this habit n guess wat i can hold myself not to say for 3min but after tht...haha is back to square one...i guess the longest record is oso 3min

anyone got suggestion so tht i can stop saying it???

i love you..2:08 AM

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*Monday, February 13, 2006

muahahahaha

SONG OF THE MONTH

Like the sound of silence calling,I hear your voice and suddenlyI'm falling, lost in a dream.Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,You say those words and my heart stops beating.I wonder what it means.What could it be that comes over me?


At times I can't move.At times I can hardly breath.When you say you love me,The world goes still, so still and silent.When you say you love me,For a moment, there's no one else alive.You're the one I've always thought of.I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.You're where I belong.And when you're with me if I close my eyes,There are times I swear I feel like I can flyFor a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love meThe world goes still, so still and silent.When you say you love meFor a moment there's no one else alive.bridge:And this journey that we're on.

How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.And when you say you love me,That's all you have to say.I'll always feel this way.When you say you love meThe world goes still, so still and silent.When you say you love meIn that moment I know why I'm alive.

When you say you love me.When you say you love me.Do you know how I love you?

i love you..5:57 PM

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*Thursday, February 09, 2006

Could b the last time writing

hi everyone...2day I was having fun with my dear even it's only 2hr++...Damn I hope it can b longer...We were meeting each other @ Newton mrt station...

From there we walk toward the Newton food centre...We were eating hokkien noodles...it taste to local...my dear say is because usually tourist ppl come here n eat tht y taste like local...

After we finish eating we when to another plc to eat...We when to eat waffles it nice man...u shld try it...she order the 1scoop waffles,i order sausages n egg waffles...haha we were playing with the sausage...haahaaa...


I was having alot of fun cuz i m with my dear...dunno whether there is a 2nd chance or not:'(...

after tht we when to a cold storage which was used to b very close to her old hse...we were walking inside...she know my favourite...haha

after from then on i totally turn quiet cuz abt tommorrow...i really hope everyday i m with her...i love being with her...i love hugging her...i love nagging her...i love seeing her everyday give those smile tht onli she can give...

while we on the way back to newton mrt...i was holding her hand while waiting for train...out of sudden i said this...This mayb the last time i m holding ur hand...i nearly shead my tears but i hold it cuz i dun wan ppl to c tht i m crying...

i really wanna hug her longer cuz i dunno when will my time comes...i have this feeling is near but dunno when...before we depart...i said this to her...i miss u n love ya...she reply same here...:'(

while i was on my bus i started crying luckily nobody notice or else my face will turn red once again...haha

so long my lover,so long my good friends...till we meet again...

i love you..7:43 PM

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*Thursday, February 02, 2006

i m so hopeless

I m so bloody angry with my mom...she scolded me 4 not helping out the hse work...wat abt my sis she can sit @ home do absolute nothing...she didn't have any job my mom still allow her to sleep late...

wat abt me...i have night jobs n yet i need 2 do...where got enough time 2 sleep...some more i have been working 4days non-stop with onli 2~3hrs of sleep...my sis can sleep for 12hrs n yet my mom didn't say her...WTH la...damn bloody piss off...2day need 2 work again...haha so BORING as usual...with annoying customers most of the times...

i dunno wat will happen next time...i hope i can life my live to the fullness...i dunno whether i can do tht or not but i m willing 2 do it...

to those who know abt my dream...i dunno whether shld i believe or not...2day is a diff 1which i m talking with my dear half-way while crossing the road than...BANG...fall on the ground...i said this to my dear...i have jus been knock down by a car....i will stay by ur side even though u can't c me...i will wait for u...till we meet again goodbye...i have no idea but suddenly i jus cried on my than i woke up n found myself on the floor...Shh...

i wanna to b is a good bf...i dunno m i or not but i m trying all my ways to b 1...2 me wat i feel is i m not...haha thts all i gonna write...

i love you..4:11 PM

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