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name: benjamin ng
gender: male
age: 22 this yr
occupation: full-time gentle driver...lol...
love:animals,making lame jokes,team SUMO,love ppl who love me
hate:backstabber,boot licker,ppl tht dislike me for who i m

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*Thursday, February 02, 2006

i m so hopeless

I m so bloody angry with my mom...she scolded me 4 not helping out the hse work...wat abt my sis she can sit @ home do absolute nothing...she didn't have any job my mom still allow her to sleep late...

wat abt me...i have night jobs n yet i need 2 do...where got enough time 2 sleep...some more i have been working 4days non-stop with onli 2~3hrs of sleep...my sis can sleep for 12hrs n yet my mom didn't say her...WTH la...damn bloody piss off...2day need 2 work again...haha so BORING as usual...with annoying customers most of the times...

i dunno wat will happen next time...i hope i can life my live to the fullness...i dunno whether i can do tht or not but i m willing 2 do it...

to those who know abt my dream...i dunno whether shld i believe or not...2day is a diff 1which i m talking with my dear half-way while crossing the road than...BANG...fall on the ground...i said this to my dear...i have jus been knock down by a car....i will stay by ur side even though u can't c me...i will wait for u...till we meet again goodbye...i have no idea but suddenly i jus cried on my than i woke up n found myself on the floor...Shh...

i wanna to b is a good bf...i dunno m i or not but i m trying all my ways to b 1...2 me wat i feel is i m not...haha thts all i gonna write...

i love you..4:11 PM

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